If I Believe, Why Do I Still Doubt?

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I want to talk today about a topic that is relevant for every single person here whether you’re a Christian or not.

It is a topic that will affect us sometime in our life.

We all wrestle with that to some degree.

Let me read you a part of a letter written to the pastor by one of the members, a bright business guy who had been going to the church for quite a while.

“Dear pastor, I need your help. I see so many people around the church who have such a strong faith that I feel like I don’t fit in. I would like to feel confident. I wish I didn’t have doubts. But I’ve got more questions than answers. Now I’m beginning to doubt whether I’m a Christian at all. Can you relate to any of that? What should I do?”

We have all felt that way in our life time.

We have all had questioning in our heads:

“What if Christianity isn’t the truth?”

“What if, after you die, that’s it? There is nothing!”

Maybe you’ve been struggling with an issue in your life and you’ve been praying to God and asking for His help but you haven’t had any answer and you feel like nobody’s at home in heaven.

Maybe you’ve questioned whether God has forgiven you.

And you have this residue of guilt and shame that you can’t seem to get rid of.

And you wonder, “Am I really significant?”

Maybe you question whether the Bible can really be trusted these days by thinking, twenty-first century people.

Maybe you’ve said to yourself,
“I think I’m a Christian. But maybe I wasn’t sincere enough when I prayed that prayer. So now maybe I’m not so sure.”

The truth is, there’s a spiritual virus that has been going around Christian circles for centuries.

It’s the virus of doubt.

And if you haven’t caught it, you probably will.

We could divide the world into two kinds of people.

First would be those people who have doubted.

The second group would be those people who haven’t doubted yet but who will.

Because if you seriously contemplate your faith in Jesus Christ, then it’s almost inevitable that sooner or later you’re going to have some issues, some questions, some hesitations, some uncertainties or some doubts over one thing or another.

This is not just a Christian experience.

It is a human experience.

It is not Christians who doubt, atheists also doubt their position from time to time.

So the issue isn’t whether or not we’re going to catch this virus of doubt.

You probably will if you haven’t yet.

The issue is what do you do once you’ve got it.

How do you prevent this virus from ravaging your faith?

What can one do?



There’s a lot of misconceptions of what doubt is all about.

1. Many people think that doubt is the opposite of faith. But it’s not.

It’s a very common misconception.

Actually the opposite of faith is unbelief.

And there’s a big difference between unbelief and doubt.

What is unbelief?

Unbelief is a willful refusal to believe.

It’s a deliberate decision to deny God.

It’s making either a conscious or subconscious decision not to have faith.

But that’s not what doubt is.

Doubt is to be indecisive or ambivalent over an issue.

It’s to be hung up between certainties and uncertainties.

Sort of up in the air over a particular issue.

You may have questions or concerns about some facet of the Christian faith.

In fact you can have a strong faith and still have some doubts.

You can be heaven bound and still have some uncertainty about some theological issues.

You can be a full-fledged Christian without having to feel like every single matter of faith and life has been 100% absolutely settled in your life.

It’s been said that struggling with God over the issues of life does not show a lack of faith.

That is faith.

That’s what faith is about.

If you want a biblical example just peruse the Psalms sometimes.

Go through and take a look at the so many times when David was calling out to God, “Where are You?”

He’s raising these issues and questions and doubts.

Did David have a weak faith?

No. He had a strong faith.

This is how a strong faith is often expressed – honestly talking to God about the issues that are foremost in our hearts and our minds.
2. People think that doubt is unforgivable. But it’s not.

Actually, God doesn’t condemn us when we question Him.

A great biblical example of this is John the Baptist.

If anybody in history should have been absolutely sure who Jesus is, it would have been John the Baptist.

He’s the guy who pointed at Jesus and said,

“Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.”

This is the guy who baptized Jesus and he saw the heavens open up and heard the voice of God say,

“This is My Son in whom I’m well pleased.”

This is the guy who pointed at Jesus Christ and said,
“I have seen and I testify that this is the Son of God.”

He had incredible faith.

But what happens?

He gets arrested.

He gets thrown into jail.

There he comes down with the virus of doubt.

Now he’s not so sure.

Now he’s uncertain.

“Is Jesus really who He claims to be? Or should we be looking for someone else?”

So to resolve this he sends two of his friends to go check Jesus out and ask Him point blank the question,

“Are you the Messiah? Are You the one we’ve been waiting for to rescue the world? Or should we look elsewhere?”

So his two friends go.

They track Jesus down and they ask Jesus that question.

It’s very interesting what is the reaction of Jesus.

Does Jesus say, “What is wrong with John? If anybody should know who I am, it’s John!”

Does He criticize him, does He disqualify him from any role in the kingdom of God?

No. The Bible says,
“And Jesus answered and said to them, ‘Go back and report to John what you have seen and heard. The blind receive sight. The lame walk. The lepers are cleansed. The deaf hear. The dead are raised up. And the poor have the gospel preached to them’.” (Luke 7:22)

In other words, Jesus is saying,
“Go back and tell John about these evidences you have seen with your own eyes that authenticate My claim to being the one and only Son of God and that will renew his confidence and will bolster back up his faith.”

So how does this affect Jesus’ opinion of John?

Does He now think that John is worthless and could do no good for the kingdom of God anymore?


It is after this episode Jesus gets up one day and looks the people in the eye and says,
“I say to you, among those born of women there is no one greater than John.”

John had doubted.

Jesus is giving John the highest compliment in the world at the very same time, John has questions and concerns and doubts.

And I think the lesson for us is when you have questions and when you have concerns and when you have doubts, God does not disqualify us.

He wants to dialogue with us.

That’s not to say that doubt is praiseworthy.

The Bible never says that.

But it does say, I think, that in any relationship, we want honesty.

Your relationship to your spouse, if you’re married, or with your parents you just want honesty.

That’s what God wants with us.

In our relationship with Him, He wants us to be honest.

‘Lord these are the doubts I have.’

‘These are the questions I have.’

‘This is what I wrestle with, this the area that I am struggling with.’

There’s confidence that He’s not going to turn his back and walk the other way and be disgusted by that.

But He’s going to reach out to you and say,
“Let me help you come to resolution and bolster your faith just as I bolstered the faith of John the Baptist.”

So doubt is not unforgivable.


3. Many people think that doubt is unhealthy, but it isn’t always.

Actually doubts can produce some positive side effects if we take steps toward resolving them.

It’s like an immunization.

You get an immunization to help your body fight off the future disease.

What they do is, through the shots they give you; they give you a little bit of that disease.

Your body reacts to that little bit of disease and builds up antibodies so if you’re ever exposed to that disease your body will be able to fight it off before it takes hold and causes real problems.

Your body is actually stronger from the experience of having had a bit of that disease injected in the first place.

And when you’re infected with doubt, if you respond to it by seeking answers to your questions, you can emerge stronger than ever in your faith.

Your faith can be confirmed once more and it can give you new confidence in dealing with other doubts that come up in the future.

So tasting a little bit of doubt can deeper your faith. It can give you a hardier, more enduring, more resilient faith.

Gary Parker said in the book The Gift of Doubt,
“If faith never encounters doubt, if truth never struggles with error, if good never battles with evil, how can faith know its own power? In my own pilgrimage, if I have to choose between a faith that has stared doubt in the eye and made it blink, or a naïve faith that has never known the firing line of faith, I will choose the former every time.” (Gary Packer)

I want a faith that has looked doubt in the eye and made it blink.

I don’t want a faith that shrinks back and is afraid to get in the firing line of faith.

I know my faith is going to be stronger having been tested by questions.

A good biblical example is doubting Thomas.

Having checked out personally the evidence himself for the resurrection of Jesus Christ he responds by saying in John 20:28 “My Lord and my God!”

Then his faith was driven so deep into his soul, by having personally checked out the evidence of the resurrection, that he spent the rest of his life declaring that it was true, that Jesus was the one and only Son of God.

I hope that doubt looks a little different to us now that we’ve looked at what it is.

I want to reemphasize the fact that even though doubt is common, even though it’s not unforgivable, it’s still very dangerous.

If you leave it unchecked it can do great damage to your faith.

I want to talk about how we treat it, but we can’t begin to treat it until we know its source.



Basically in three ways?


1. Doubt Infects Our Mind.

Often intellectual doubts come in through our mind.

We read the Bible, put it down – wait a second!

“Am I to believe there are really things like angels and demons and Satan and heaven and hell and that Jesus is really coming back? Are these things credible?”

Doubts can come into our mind if we don’t know why we believe what we believe.

Like a friend comes up to you and says,
“You’re a Christian aren’t you? You believe that Jesus is God? Why?”

So you take out a Bible and you’re going to show him some verses and he says,
“You can’t trust that book! This is the twenty-first century! Everybody knows that’s a book of mythology and legend and make believe and wishful thinking. You can’t believe in that. What makes you think that the Bible is a trustworthy book that you can put your trust in?”

You kind of stammer and say,
“I just believe it, that’s all!”

And then doubt begins to erode your faith.

You begin to think,
“Maybe he’s right. Maybe I have swallowed this Jesus thing hook, line and sinker! Maybe I haven’t thought critically enough about it.”

And those doubts begin to take a foothold if you don’t know why you believe that basic truth.

Doubt can affect us if we don’t know what we believe.

Often we have a misunderstanding about who God is and you have to review who God is.

You may know a lot about the love and the forgiveness and the mercy of God.

But if you don’t know anything about the righteousness and the holiness and the justice of God then you’re going to wonder why He doesn’t do certain things that you think He ought to do and why He does do things that you think He ought not to do.

And doubts begin to come in because you don’t have a fully formed picture of who God is.

The problem isn’t with God; it’s with our understanding of who He is.

In the same way, we may think that God has promised to answer all of our prayers the way we want them to be answered.

And when we pray and our prayers aren’t answered the way we expect them to be, we begin to doubt that He’s there at all.

The problem is never with God.

The problem is with us in having an inaccurate view of who He is and that allows questions and uncertainties to come in.

Not only can doubt breed in our minds but…


2. Doubt Infects Our Emotions.

This can happen in several ways.

Some people have a faith that is fundamentally built on feelings.

Like the moment they gave their life to Jesus Christ, it was such a euphoric experience and it is for many people—it’s exhilarating to know that all your sins are forgiven and you’re going to spend eternity in heaven.

With some people it is an emotional high.

But that doesn’t last.

It begins to taper off.

When that emotional high tapers off people begin to think that their faith is going away.

The feeling isn’t the same so they think there’s a problem with their faith and they begin doubting.

The reality is they’re just misunderstanding the relationship between feelings and faith.

Faith is not fundamentally about feelings and emotions.

Faith is fundamentally a decision of the will to follow Jesus Christ.

It’s a choice that we make.

Our faith doesn’t fade and surge according to how emotionally charged up we are.

There’s another way doubts can enter into our emotions.

Certain personality types are more susceptible to doubt.

Just like some people are more susceptible to types of illnesses, other people are more susceptible to questions and doubts.

These are the melancholy kind of personalities.

They may be people who wrestle with a lot of sorrow, people who are very contemplative, very deep in what they think about.

Therefore they are more prone to wrestle, more than other people do, with questions and doubts.
The problem really isn’t with them.

God wired them that way.

There’s no problem being a melancholic, contemplative person who happens to have a lot of anguish in their life.

The problem comes in when they compare themselves to other people.

They may have a happy-go-lucky friend who’s doing fine and they look at their life and say,
“Why am I always questioning things? Why am I always bringing up uncertainties? Why am I always wrestling with angst and struggling?”

That’s a personality deal.

Don’t compare yourself to other people.

God wired you up this way.

And that’s ok.

Just be aware you may wrestle with issues more than other people.

Another way doubts can enter into our emotions is through emotional scaring that has taken place in our past.

For instance, you may have suffered abuse from a parent when you were a child.

Or a dad may have walked out on your family or your parents may have gone through a divorce.

Or maybe a spouse left you.

And when you go through that kind of abandonment very often that kind of experience can lead to chronic doubts in your life toward God.

Uncertainties that are deep down inside.

You’re just waiting for God to let you down like your dad did or your mom did or your spouse did.

If you go through history and look at the lives of the most famous atheists who’ve ever lived –

Karl Marx, Sigmund Freund, Bertrand Russell, Madelyn Murray O’Hare, Nitche, Camu – you look at their lives – every single one of them either had a father who died when they were young or who abandoned them when they were young or they had a horrible relationship with their dad.

Every single one.

For most people that kind of experience doesn’t lead them to atheism, but it creates barriers between them and God.


Because they may have such anger toward their earthly fathers deep down inside that it’s very hard to even consider the possibility of a heavenly Father that they would want to know.

Or they may be feeling like,
“If I put my trust in God, I’m going to end up being abandoned just like my dad abandoned me through death or divorce or whatever.”

So emotions can create barriers between us and God whether we’re aware of them or not.


3. Doubt Infects Our Will.

Doubt can come in through our point of decision.

When we have made a decision to follow Jesus Christ we need to walk honestly and with integrity before Him.

If as followers of Jesus we decide, willfully decide to pursue a pattern of sinful and immoral behavior in our life, we’ve got this one little pocket where we don’t want God in there, if we’re going to continue to pursue this sin because we enjoy it and we’re going to continue to practice what we know that God doesn’t want us to do, that kind of choice can introduce doubt and uncertainty into your faith.


Because sin introduces a lack of peace in our life.

When we struggle for lack of peace we begin to wonder,
“Where is God to give me peace I’d hoped to have as a Christian.”

Sin also creates a distance between us and God.

When we’re harboring this sinful pattern in our life, we don’t want to bring our self wholly into the presence of God because we’re afraid we’re going to be confronted with this issue.

Then we begin to feel like “Where’s God? Why don’t I feel His presence in my life?”

And we begin to doubt that He’s there at all.

The real reason is it is our own decision to follow this continued course of conduct that makes us reluctant to fully engage with God.

Doubts can also run rampant with our will if we’ve never made the conscious decision to have a relationship with Jesus Christ.

The real reason for our doubts is there’s never been a conscious choice we’ve ever made to say, “I want to receive Jesus Christ as the forgiver of my sins and the leader of my life,” so that from that moment on you can begin to build a relationship with Him.

So doubts can breed in our minds, our emotions, our wills.

But the key thing is what do you do with it when you’ve got it.




I don’t want to suggest this is easy.

I don’t want to suggest it’s quick.

But I do want to say there are some biblical principles that we can follow that can strengthen our faith.

I call them the five steps to faith.

The first letter of the first word in each of these points spell out the word FAITH.

So you can remember these steps more easily.


F-ind the root of your doubt.

You’ve got to diagnosis the source of how doubt has entered into your life before you know how you can deal with it.
You might want to do some self-examination, some research.

Ask some people who know you well to help analyze where is it that doubt is coming into your faith.

But don’t do it on a surface level.

Go deep and ask the tough questions of yourself.

So many people would say, “My problem is intellectual! I don’t believe the Bible can be trusted. I don’t believe that Jesus ever existed.”

But the reality is underneath those questions is something deeper.

People use questions sometimes to keep God at arm’s length as a smokescreen to obscure the real issue which is their pride.

You might think on the surface it’s just intellectual questions.

But the reality is that something underneath says,
“I’ve got too much pride to humble myself before my creator.”

So be honest as you analyze the source.


A-sk God and others for help.

Be honest with God.

There’s a story in the Bible about a father who came to Jesus Christ to plea for his help for his son.

I love what this father said to Jesus,
“I do believe. Help my unbelief.”

He had a heart to believe, to have faith.

Would you help me? I have this problem with doubt.

Jesus responded to him and He healed His Son.

It’s not out of bounds for you when you’re wrestling with questions and issues to go to God and say,
“Would You bolster my faith? Would You strengthen my faith?”

“We do not have because we do not ask.” (James 2:4)

Go to God, not as a last resort but as your first priority.

Say, “God, lead me to wisdom to help me get answers. Bring me to people who can help me in my life to strengthen my faith.”

And ask other Christians for help too.

That’s why it is important to have Christian friends and be accountable to one another.

That’s what community is about.

“We should honestly admit our struggles with each other and our shortcomings to each other and pray for each other.” (James 5:15)


I-mplement a course of treatment.

Figure out what course of treatment you’re going to follow to fight the virus of doubt.

If it has obtained a foothold through your mind and you have questions, don’t just let them be vague questions that kind of swirl around in your mind, generalized objections.

You’ll never get answers that way.

Sit down, take a piece of paper, and write a list:
“These are my specific questions that I have about Christianity.”

That’s great! Now we have a list we can work on.

There is an answer to every question we have in our mind!

By the way New Life staff is here to help you!

We have people, resources.

We have classes.

We have seminars.

We can get you help to get you resolution on the questions you have.

If doubt has gained a foothold through your emotions, you don’t want to go through life with some sort of pain from your past which is an impediment to fully experiencing the joy and adventure of knowing Jesus fully.

Come for counseling!

Get those negative experiences out of the way so you can enjoy more fully the presence of God and not be riddled with doubts and uncertainties.

If it’s a question of your will.

Where are you holding back from God?

If you only give God ninety percent of your heart then you’ve got ten percent of your heart for the doubts to come in.
That’s where doubt will reside and fester and grow.

You’ve got a choice to make.

You can continue to pursue your own agenda and then deal with the kind of doubts that that agenda eventually raises and unsettledness in your relationship with God.

Or you can say,
“To fully know God is the greatest pleasure I could have and I want to abandon my ways and fully follow God’s way.”

That is the door that opens up to a faith that is vibrant and rich and strong and full of adventure.


T-ake care of your spiritual health.

If we want to be able to fight off a human virus that attacks our body, then if we’re healthy, if we’re strong, if we’re feeding ourselves appropriately, then a minor infection is less likely to become a major infection and the thing is true spiritually.

When we exercise our faith, when we feed our faith with appropriate material, our faith grows deeper and when doubts come in they don’t take a foothold and they don’t grow and destroy our faith.

There are spiritual habits we must keep in our lives:
– Read God’s word
– Talk to God
– Go to Church
– Have friends who love Jesus
– Talk to others about Jesus
H-old on to your remaining questions

What does that mean?

Basically, suspend judgment for a while on some questions you might have.

Let me put this into context.

Because you and I are finite individuals with finite minds and finite understanding and finite imagination we can’t fully understand an infinite God.

In 1 Corinthians 13, Paul says that we now understand in part.

‘The secret things belong to the Lord our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may follow all the words of this law.’ (Deuteronomy 29:29)

So there’s bound to be some questions that we’re going to have to wait to get a full and complete answer to.

It might be that as you mature in your faith and grow in your faith you’re going to find an answer to your question that’s bothered you for years.

But sometimes you won’t.

You have a peripheral question in your life that will sort of nag at you and you’re not going to find out until someday when you get into heaven.

I sort of picture heaven like a third grade classroom.

Jesus is up there at the blackboard and we’re all raising our hands wanting to ask all those questions that have plagued us for years!

But until that day, I’ve just got the answers of the essential issues of life that I can trust the Bible.

That Jesus died for my sins.

That I can know Him personally and be assured of heaven.

That God loves me and He has a plan for my life.

That God will take care of me all the days of my life.

On a few of these peripheral questions, knowing the essential stuff and knowing the trustworthiness of God, it’s ok to sort of allow my faith to stay intact and put on pause all the other issues I do not have an answer yet!

If we had 100% of the answers to 100% of our questions there would be no room for faith.

We don’t have to know everything to know something.

We know what we need to know.

God has been gracious.

He’s given us exactly what we need to know.

Based on that we can follow Jesus Christ and have confidence that our eternity is in heaven with Him.

On these other issues we may have to wait a bit and that’s ok.

51 Responses to "If I Believe, Why Do I Still Doubt?"

  1. Thandi Posted on December 18, 2017 at 1:35 am

    Great article. Thank you so much, God bless you.

    • Sulakshna mehta Posted on August 22, 2018 at 2:04 am

      Thank you so much. Very well explained. God bless

  2. Eric Posted on January 29, 2018 at 12:05 am

    Great article. This helped me out immensely during my time of doubt. Thank you and God bless!

  3. Tema Posted on February 10, 2018 at 8:33 am

    This article was made for me. Thanks so much

  4. Andrea Posted on February 10, 2018 at 5:01 pm

    Wonderful piece! When reading it, I felt like I was talking to a great friend in faith, non-judgmental, encouraging, positive, fair, understanding. My issue is my faith in Jesus. That He is actually God. For some reason I can believe that God exists but I can’t believe He is big enough to choose a man in the middle east to be God. Go figure. It’s a real battle. My mother has been a believer for 40 years and has an amazing relationship with the Lord. I am going on 54 years old and still struggle with my scientific mind. But I don’t want to! But I always I keep thinking about all the people that will never hear his word and not know of him. Do they not h ave eternal life? Well, these are the type of questions that plague my mind. I will refer back to your article from time to time to get me back on track.Thank you!

    • Dylan Posted on July 23, 2018 at 2:35 am

      I feel as If I was talking to god and Jesus themselves lol. This article blessed me and helped me so much.i hope it did for you too

    • Allie Posted on March 25, 2020 at 12:29 am

      Just came across this article and your reply, and it’s exactly how I think and feel. Wondering if you’ve found any answers to your questions since this was posted?

  5. Mickey Posted on February 14, 2018 at 12:24 am

    This article really blessed my soul! It gave me so much instruction, encouragement, and peace. I’m eager to apply the things I’ve learned here!!!

  6. Linda Posted on February 24, 2018 at 11:04 pm

    Awesome article, very helpful. I struggle with doubts. I covet your prayers as I seek God and hold onto my faith

  7. Michelle Posted on March 14, 2018 at 10:43 pm

    Wonderful Article. Thank You so much for what I have got to learn about you GOD I LOVE YOU and THANK YOU SO MUCH and GOD BLESS YOU AMEN

  8. Andrea Posted on March 28, 2018 at 11:23 am

    AMAZING, AMAZING ARTICLE! Wow. It’s a saver!

    • Zach Posted on January 17, 2019 at 10:15 pm

      Andrea, I was wondering if you have resolved your issue with doubt. I too have a very scientific, inquisitive mind. I spoke with over 10 preachers, who all said “I was saved”, but my mind won’t accept that sometimes. I sometimes get terrified that I dont truly believe, or that I didnt mean it when i asked Jesus to save me and come into my life. But recently two Christian friends of mine told me doubt only comes from something you already believe, and if you struggle with how sincere you were when you decided to follow the lord, you are already saved. I would love your insight on this, and you have struggled with some of the same thoughts as well.

      • Grace Posted on May 17, 2019 at 11:15 pm

        Hey Zach,

        I read your comment and just wanted to say that reading it felt like I was reading my own inner thoughts/struggles out on a screen. I don’t know if you’re still having these struggles (I hope not) but if you are I would love to discuss them with you because I’m going through the exact same thing.

        • rob hartel Posted on January 5, 2020 at 8:09 pm

          Hey Grace,
          I too am having these same inner thoughtsand struggles. I would love to discuss them with you if you are open to it

          • Michael
            Michael Posted on March 1, 2020 at 3:22 pm

            I searched out this article because sometimes the doubts hit me hard: how could Jesus have paid for my sin at the cross? Why? Then I feel like I’m apostatizing. I believe He did pay the price but how? For me?

            I pray to God that I believe help my unbelief. There’s an area of my life that I struggle to surrender is this the root cause of my problem? I want faith like Abraham in Romans 4:20-23. I would love the peace of God ruling and reigning in my heart.

  9. Rebecca vict Victor Posted on April 10, 2018 at 2:43 pm

    Miraculously i came into this article today.Renewed my mind.As i was feeling aweful about my doubt and asked God to forgive my doubt and do miracle for the date i am waiting for. SURELY at a right time helped me to rise up in God’s love amd faith.

  10. Jenny W. Posted on April 17, 2018 at 2:58 am

    Helpful article. Made me see I am not alone. Thank you.

  11. Erk Posted on April 25, 2018 at 5:58 pm

    I am wrestling with so much doubt with my faith now after a period of passionate fire for Christ for the last couple of years. I finally feel burnt out, weary and tired, and been tested too many times. The repeated sufferings in me and those around me didn’t in the past shake my faith, but it finally has. I am finally telling God I’ve had enough! God are you absent to all that’s been happening? ….I’ve been seeking counsel from Christian friends and my cell group but their advice is too vague and feels almost unempathetic. They are judging my lack of faith in this season. It is almost like “oh you brother who lacks so much faith and so prideful you dare doubt our God!”. Your article is so timely and it is like a best friend speaking to me, acknowledging my struggles. Solid reflection piece you wrote there! This is helping me to process what I am going through and keeping faith!

  12. Linda Richardson Posted on April 30, 2018 at 10:48 am

    Pray for me. I want to believe and love God. I’m plagued with unbelief and doubts about Gods existence. I ve been a Christian since I was a child. Not sure why I feel like this.

    • Maria Posted on July 26, 2018 at 8:13 pm

      Linda, I just saw your post. I just wrote a comment dated July 26, 2018 by Maria. I pray that your doubts have been helped. I pray that God will renew your faith and heal your heart. Please read my post, I don’t know if it might help, but I do know there is no point to a world without Jesus Christ. I also am praying for him to refresh my faith and let me know what to do. Bless you Linda. Love from Maria.

  13. Salsa Posted on May 25, 2018 at 5:50 pm

    Thank you for sharing!!! Greatly needed!

  14. Maryke Poller Posted on May 26, 2018 at 3:27 pm

    Thank you for sharing your wisdom. Praise God for His grace and mercy. I find comfort in the fact that God understands us better than we understand ourselves.

  15. Andrea Posted on June 7, 2018 at 12:01 am

    This is actually my second posting on this article. It’s so great. I just want you to know that I keep this article very accessible on my browser. It’s such a great reference and reminder. I actually think of the article as being a friend “talking me down” when I’m on the ledge of fear and doubt. Thank you so much!

  16. Judith Hunt Posted on June 11, 2018 at 3:35 pm

    The Best article I’ve ever read addressing my doubt! I’ve placed it in my Favorites on my pc.

  17. Kenton Owen III Posted on June 21, 2018 at 7:47 pm

    Incredibly well done piece! Thank you so much. I pray many more come by this article and create prayers from it as I have.

  18. Tony Posted on June 28, 2018 at 10:37 am

    Thank you.I have rediscovered myself through this insightful piece.Thank you.

  19. ODETAYO TEMILOLUWA Posted on July 17, 2018 at 5:10 am

    thank you.God bless you richly.

  20. Cory Presgrove Posted on July 26, 2018 at 2:55 am

    God Bless You!

  21. Maria Posted on July 26, 2018 at 8:05 pm

    I had a bad reaction to painkillers and surgery. I stopped taking them and woke up feeling totally desolate and abandoned. I know faith is not a feeling, but this is really hard to fight. I know that without Christ, life is not worth living. I have in the past , asked God to help my unbelief. I also am comforted by John 6:68., “Lord, to whom shall we go? thou hast the words of eternal life” I know that nothing means anything if the gospel is not true. And I know historically Jesus did live, and die and witnesses saw him rise again. Witnesses who were terrified and hiding until he rose again. Witnesses who became bold in their faith because they saw him. So I am trying to hold on until this desolation leaves me. Friends are praying with me, I am listening to worship music, trying to read the Word. But I have to say that this has been excruciating and totally unexpected. I understand that feeling when Jesus cried out on the cross,” My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” I just want my Comforter back.

  22. Josh Posted on July 30, 2018 at 5:27 pm

    What an incredible article. I’ve really only struggled with doubt in the past year or so but the more I doubt, the more I see my desperate need for God and His unfailing love for me. I know that He’s building my faith and teaching me through these struggles and I pray that, because of all this, I’ll be able to help my fellow brothers and sisters whenever doubts arise in their lives. God fears neither our questions or our doubts; when He shows us clearly what we need to see, those doubts disappear like the darkness of night confronted by the blazing light of dawn.

  23. saroj Posted on July 31, 2018 at 12:59 am

    My struggling faith just got stronger reading this article . May our loving Lord encourage others who are struggling
    with doubt and faith after reading this material.
    Thank you so much , very encouraging and powerful message .
    This is what I was looking for ..

  24. sherrie warren Posted on September 13, 2018 at 9:18 pm

    I was in church for 14 years.. I am Apostolic Pentecostal.. After 14 yrs I had a fall out with a Pastor and was out for 20 years.. I recently came back to God 2 years ago today.. 9/13/18.. I have never doubted God existed in my life.. But for the past year I have doubted if he is really there, How did he get here, where is he, why is he invisible., and how did he create all of this.. Why cant we see him and -WHERE did he come from. how is this possible he has always been here.. am faithful to church as I actually teach kids Sunday School.. I don’t pray as much as I used to tho and have not been able to read as much as I should.. I don’t understand why I have these feelings,, I guess it started one day when I was watching Ronnie Swaggart on TV and he said a Pastor of 30 years all of a sudden turned Atheist after his daughter got killed…. That hit me like a ton of bricks and Its been haunting me every since.. HOW can this happen after 30 years.. PLease HELP!!!

  25. Buchi Jakes Metuh Posted on September 17, 2018 at 1:02 pm

    Thank you so much for this great exposition. I love God and I believe He exists, but I noticed I have often had questions; I find myself often times alternating between holding on to my absolute belief in not questioning God for certain issues about life( because He knows all things and I don’t) and asking him for answers to those issues. I feel maybe my asking means I doubt and then James 1:6-8 sort of jumps at me. This becomes frustrating as I feel I’m bound, restricted and not knowing how best to approach God. My search for answers on doubts brought me to this amazing blog and I must say this piece has been very very helpful! Thank you so much and may God bless you & your team.

  26. Nancy Posted on September 21, 2018 at 9:11 pm

    Thank you, this really helped me

  27. Joy Posted on October 3, 2018 at 2:30 pm

    Pray for me. I want to believe and love God. I’m plagued with unbelief and doubts about Gods existence. I ve been a Christian since I was a child. Not sure why I feel like this.

  28. Summer Posted on December 10, 2018 at 8:33 pm

    Hi, thank-you for this article, I just became a Christian less than a week ago and I’m having a hard time with the contrast of those who sing in joyful tears and feel comforted and loved by God, and myself, who struggles with giving up control and wants to but doesn’t know how. I suppose saying, “-doesn’t know how,” shows that. Letting God do His thing and trusting that it’s happening because He wants me is hard. A few days ago I was scrambling with the Bible to the point of exhaustion because I believed I had to earn it with good behaviour and understanding. I get very scared about it; that I’m “on the outside,” not JUST because of the thought of Hell but… The idea that God doesn’t love me and will guide me to Him makes me feel like it’s better if I go to Hell right now. Somehow, I have to trust Him and stop trying to control everything. I wish I believed 100% in Jesus for Who He is and not just what He teaches. His teachings are wonderful and don’t offend me at all but belief in Him Himself is harder. I want to be the child that God wants me to be.

    But, thank-you for this article, it’s helping alot of people and it’s comforting to know that doubts happen even to those who have strong faith.

    I was about to quote 2Timothy 2:11-13; but I just realized that the end means, “God is faithful to Himself,” rather than “faithful to the faithless.”

    I question my faith so hard. But if I am here, and it bothers me so much, I must have a bit. God brought me here, He is the One who has brought me to Him.

  29. Sarah Posted on January 7, 2019 at 7:19 pm

    Thank you so much really! Im also dealing with a lot of doubt since I became a Christian. Its always going up and then down again and in that time I clinge to God with all the last power I have. Since I´m a Melancholic its sometimes hard to not get lost in my thoughts and to not compare my faith to my feelings or others that are seemingly having a stronger faith. But this article was really good and it gave me again the confirmation, that God even loves us when we doubt and that its not all lost. God bless you all and I hope you never give up fightinhg to stay in faith!

  30. Neville Posted on March 21, 2019 at 3:17 pm

    Liking the articles

  31. Connie Williams Posted on March 23, 2019 at 9:17 pm

    My doubt has been with me for a long time and I want to believe in the unseen, God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I want to have faith when things are not well with me, my family and life. I think so deeply that I get scared and anxious. I worry about death and what happens once I’m gone. I pray that I will be with Jesus and be able to see my loved ones who have died. I want peace in my life. Is that possible?

    • Justin Posted on October 21, 2019 at 12:52 pm

      Yes it is! I’m praying for you. I also struggle with this and know your desire for peace. I want it and get a taste when I need it most but not always as soon as I want it. God is really strengthening my faith for something, doesn’t always feel that way in the moment but I am trying to have that mindset and to turn to Him and trust in Him. It’s a rollercoaster with me. Pray for me as I pray for you. I don’t know you but I love you.

  32. Justin Posted on April 5, 2019 at 12:18 am

    This article is exactly what I needed. Thanks so much. Bless you.

  33. Christian Posted on May 1, 2019 at 8:36 am

    Actually, I’m one of the victim of doubt virus until now. I just baptized recently but I don’t know why I am suffering like this. I know God has a purpose while He is doing this to me. And that is to strengthen my faith with Him. Thank you so much for this article, it cheered me up, like seriously! It’s like I am talking to God or to someone I could trust to. Thank you so much, from Every Nation- Philippines.

  34. Jireh Posted on May 17, 2019 at 12:20 am

    I have been struggling with my faith and this is something I needed to hear. For the past years I have been struggling if God has really got my back because I feel like he has abandoned me. But there are times when I know it’s God who helped me get through things so it is really making me question about my faith. I have blamed God for so many things in my life. I’ve strayed away from Him and I was even into a point in my life where I thought to myself that maybe He wasn’t real. But you see his love and faithfulness still prevails and here I am renewing my faith and relationship with him. I claim that this year is the year of knowing more about him, having a deep relationship with him and being more like him and less of me. This article is very helpful. Thank you so much!

  35. Willy Posted on May 25, 2019 at 11:51 am

    What i believe is sometimes we are in doubts just because of sins..sins separate us from the love of God He seems to be distant….what has encouraged me is that even if in doubt God is truly still in love with us and if our doubts really draws us much to God than away from God am sure He cares and as He has promised we will seek Him and find Him if we seek Him with all our hearts…so let’s take the doubt positively and helps us to know more about God you know this also is devils strategy to win soul for himself as we all know that devil is a liar and as the Bible says he has always rebel against God….so my brothers and sisters lets try to know the truth and the truth shall shall set us free….Am very glad because it really shows that you are willing to follow Christ but there are forces of the evil one preventing that from happening……that’s my prayer item and I’m in you in prayer

  36. Emily Posted on May 26, 2019 at 10:57 am

    I have been a Christian all my life. I grew up in the most God loving God fearing family. Every accomplishment in my life I thanked God for first. Now I am 21 years old I got involved with an unbeliever who exhibited some things that were far against my beliefs but I turned a blind eye. I got sick around the time and was in the hospital thinking I had multiple sclerosis. I felt the boy was not right for me because he was bombarding me with questions about my faith trying to prove it wrong so i prayed God would give me the strength to end things.He did. 3 months of anxiety and a lot of prayer I do not have MS. But I am ashamed I reached out to the boy again and out of nowhere I can’t remember when it started I began to question God’s existence. It has had me hysterical. I cannot focus on anything other than the fact that I may not go to heaven because Im not sure God exists. I cry and cry I cannot engage in a conversation anymore I used to be happy go lucky and give all the praise to my Lord but now I feel like I’m trying to force it. it is tearing me apart. I have all sorts of questions… I feel lost. without God I have nothing I have lost my identity. I need help.

    • Justin Posted on October 21, 2019 at 12:55 pm

      Praying for you.

    • Adam Posted on November 19, 2019 at 5:58 am

      Hi Emily, how are you doing these days?

      God hasn’t abandoned you. Sometimes when we sin we face consequences of those sins. But also, God can use our mistakes to know Him more and to deter us from sinning against Him again. There is an answer ti every question and doubt you have about God. Your ex boyfriend who made you doubt sounds a lot like me when I was younger and didn’t believe in God. But I can tell you, your ex knows God exists, but he is actively suppressing that knowledge for one major reason: he loves his sin and doesn’t want to submit to God because that means he will need to abandon the sin he loves so dearly. The reason he made you doubt and is so angry with God is because he wants to undermine God’s authority in your life, most likely so you will engage in sin with him. If he can get you to doubt God’s existence then he can get you to do all the sinful things with him that humans desire in their wicked hearts. It would be my guess now that you’re experiencing a lack of peace because God is showing you that only Jesus can give you peace in life, not some boy. Jesus cannot compare to any person or pleasure or sin. You also know in your heart and soul that He exists. It is intuitive knowledge that everyone has, but suppresses in our fallen, depraved humanity. Just confess your sin to Him, repent, trust in Him. He’s real, He made you. You are a creation, and every creation has a Creator. He is the Truth and in Him is no iniquity. He is good and faithful and you can depend on His mercy. How do you know? Because you’re breathing. We are all wicked sinners who deserve nothing but hell, yet God is so merciful and loving that He allows us the wonderful unmerited gift of simply breathing air! If you’re ever doubtful that God loves you, take a breath of air and remember His kindness and mercy. Remember that Jesus Christ came to this earth to die in your place, He paid your fine – the death penalty – for every sin you’ve ever committed. And He rose again on the third day to sit at God’s right hand, the only Way to heaven, which you traverse by following Jesus all the way until the end. It’s a hard road to travel, but He will never leave you nor forsake you. Hold on to the faith you have in Him, it may take some time to restore your relationship with God, but it can and will come out being more firmly grounded, stronger and more able to weather the storms of life and attacks of the enemy than it ever was before you met that boy. Praying for you. God bless you.

  37. Lucy Mbithi Posted on July 24, 2019 at 8:00 am

    May God bless you for giving such a comprehensive response to dealing with doubt. I know it is a work in progress on my part but I’m definitely not where I was before reading this article. May the Lord abundantly bless you.

  38. Jimmy-James Mugala Posted on October 19, 2019 at 1:09 am

    This was customized for me. I have struggled with doubt for some time and it kind of worsened, the more I got exposed to the global community. I am grateful for this article

  39. Venessa Posted on January 10, 2020 at 9:53 pm

    I was drawn exactly to this article and it gave me so much peace of mind.. I feel like this was written for me to read this. Thank you for sharing this. God Bless you all. I will forever follow Jesus Christ

  40. DJ Posted on February 28, 2020 at 11:00 am

    I suffer from anxiety. I go through seasons of it (sometimes lasting months on end). It most often will attach itself to my faith. A LOT of points in this article spoke directly to me. I am a very analytical person. I suffered from a lack of knowledge in what I truly believed. I also suffered from spiritual abuse in form of preaching death and damnation (imagine a 7 year old child watching a play at church where God is throwing people into the pits of hell who are begging for their lives. Talking about running from hell instead of running to God…). Each time that I have suffered from this anxiety, God has hit me with some very profound revelations that leave those fears in the dust. I am going through one of those seasons now, and again he has given me 2 or 3 revelations that have stunned me. One of them I spoke out in prayer without even knowing what I was saying (it wasn’t coming from my knowledge, it was knowledge I did not yet possess). And yet He spoke those words through me, and when the words had finished spilling from my mouth, I had no words left. I was just floored. He taught me in that moment that my faith does not start with me, it does not come from me, it comes from Him. Jesus is the AUTHOR and finisher of OUR faith (Hebrews 12:2). This was so crucial at the time because I struggle with doubts in myself, and whether or not I have “the right kind of faith”. Whether I am the one saying “Lord, Lord” whom Jesus never knew. But God showed me that I MUST have the right kind of faith, because HE is the AUTHOR, not me. If I am earnestly seeking Him, he would not give me an insufficient faith. A “fake faith” in Him. When you seek Him, He WILL increase your faith (Luke 17:5). It may not be on your time, or when you expect Him to, but He will. (That prayer that he gave me revelation came only after I had been seeking Him in His Word for some time. We need to be ready to accept these revelations, and only He knows when that is). Coincidentally, one of the other revelations He put on my heart, which hit me in a similar fashion, was that FAITH IS NOT A FEELING OR EMOTION. Ironic that I would see that very same thing resonated in this VERY timely article for me. It can surely elicit strong feelings and emotions, but it is important that we remain in Him in those times when our faith seems quiet. We often are never sure if what we share will help others, and if so then how? And perhaps you in sharing this article had a similar thought. How many people is this going to help? Are people going to find it? Will it resonate with them? As I read through these comments, and add my prayers to the many of those dealing with this doubt (as I still am dealing with my own towards myself), I am encouraged to see that sharing our stories of God’s effect in our lives is useful to others in ways that we cannot comprehend. I pray in that same vein that sharing my story will bring glory to God in honoring Him for what He has done for me, and also that He will use my story to help His people. If you are like me and you are doubting yourself and your faith, good! Turn that on it’s head and give it to God. YOU do not have the power to defeat it. But GOD will use if for good! (Romans 8:28). Do not fear that you are not good enough (none of us are!), or that you do not believe hard enough, or that your faith is not complete enough, or that you are struggling with doubt. If you did not believe, you would not struggle. And just know that God is the AUTHOR of YOUR faith; it STARTS with HIM. He first seeks YOU. He assigns it to you (Romans 12:3). All YOU have to do is ask earnestly. Accept the gift that He gave us Jesus’ FINISHED WORK on the cross (something we can add NOTHING TO. It is FINISHED). Even if you feel like you don’t know if you’re “doing it right”. He knows your heart. He will NOT forsake you. He will meet you wherever you are, so long as you turn to Him. I sincerely pray this helps even one person to overcome these feelings, in Jesus name. You are not alone. But even as I myself am in the midst of the storm, I seek His calming peace.

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